Thursday, July 4, 2013

Its So You

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**When words fell short to describe you this is how i express**
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My yore was my shimmer...
My present gets darker...
The more i approach future...
This world gets smarter...
To lure is to bait...
Still ponder ?? Its late...
The time is still mine...
Let this storm abate...
To live is my dream...
To die is my passion...
Forget the truth and lies...
Its all in dispassion...
In course of this journey...
I live just to be loved...
Dont call me self-righteous...
Cz love rises all above...
I might be right i might be wrong...
I would be there all along :) :)

Friday, February 22, 2013

To All The Humans Out There ;)

That's You




There is a poise in me , its undefined . .
I am not raw , i am so refined . .
When he created me , he had a thought in mind . .
Let world have a mystery , hard to unwind . . 


I have my dreams , to protect my soul . . 
I have my umber , to fill  up every hole . .
I will stay and win , i am made to do so . .
My belief in me , would let me grow . . 


You can lay me down , i will rise again . .
I am not meant to loose , I will play the game . .
I will be still , i'l observe it all . . 
Right in front of you , i'l grab the ball . .


I am just me , not a deadpan . .
Who you think i am , who gives a damn . . 
I have the strength , i am unique . .
I am the best ,  not a pique . .


I am a fire , i can burn it all . .
And that hidden 'Me' , i know wont let me fall ;)

" PS : Life is too short to be lived on others terms . "
"         Live It Like You Want It To Be               "

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Ik baat


Ik baat dil mei aai thi . .  
tere saaye se tab judaai thi . .

Kareeb aake bhi tu kyu samaa jaata nahi . .
Ye khayaal dil se meri jaan kyu jaata nahi . .



ik baat dil mei aai thi . . 
tujhe dekhe abhi kuch pal hue hi the . .

Tune nazro ko yun dekhna . . Inmei tu hi samaa gayaa . .
Jo Saaya tha mera . . tu mujhse hi chura gayaa . .



Ik baat dil mei aai thi . .
tere liye ye palkein muskuraai thi . .

Vo havaao ki khushboo . . tere aane ki khabar laai thi . .
Tere aane ki khushi ne raatein chamkaai thi . .

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Sunday, October 16, 2011

Can We ??




It was a day full of shine...
U were like sparkles of wine...
U drowned me into ur eyes...
U were like my dream lights...

Ur essence made me complete...
My sorrows had to deplete...
Be it my soul be it my life...
Its alwys yours..U r my sweeter side...

Be it your words...
Be it your trust..
Be it you voice...
They always entice...

Il be ur heart beat...
Promise...il never cheat...
Il stand by u now and ever...
Can we be together Forever????

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Some guys note it....!!!



I got drowned by admirations...
Got back on my feet by desperations..
Gotcha get my respect back boy...
U treated me like a toy...

U will have fun of ur life...
U ruined my being ur wife...
U Gave me dreams so high...
I m not a kid..u got that right..

Love was fun for u and now its me..
On my own...i know wat could i be..
It was u i yelled for...
I was u i got thrilled for...
It was u who got me up...
It was u who stood with me..
But how could this mean can u be...

U cant break me and go...

Gotcha get my respect back boy...
U treated me like a toy..

Thursday, June 30, 2011


The Chess Believers



In early centuries…when it used to take days to pass 1 ocean and world had the time for themselves , amidst the North Atlantic Ocean a cruise heading its way towards a power pack called United States of America.

White Cruise living to the name of the standard of the people it had , It carried many rich spoiled business men who used to spent more time enjoying rather than concentrating on building new as well as many slavery counters where people with same brains but not probably same power spent lives serving them but still got 0 on 10 .

Amongst them there was one…let us call him Mr. X who was so proud of his being a business man and had learnt lot about chess and proudly called him as a chess champ …

But the cruise had carried an actual world champion too….who was about to enjoy life after having those hectic and mind storming chess matches……our Champ.

The cruise also had a press reporter who was witnessing the conversation of the business man and the Champ when they were challenging each other to pull up their socks for a chess match…

So , the stage was set and every one ( obviously the master slot of the cruise not the slaves )…They all were ready for a ONE – on – ONE challenge and here goes the bong and match begins…

But with a challenge that Champion would be on one side and all other people on the cruise on the other side…

Our chess board on a big black table with crystal elephants, horses , ministers , The king and The queen..!!!

Who had to save themselves from the same army on the opposite side….

Mr. X on a leather brown luxury suit sofa same as our Champ…One move by Mr. X and other by Champ……there was a situation when they arrived to a move which according to both had no solution and Mr. X was about to get check mate….

Then there comes a personality called Mr. Y from the limelight and showed the business man a move that was probably one of the rarely known solutions , this changed the attention towards the new known person Mr. Y , and the match again took over the pace with much more enthusiasm , but Mr. X our business man wanted Mr. Y to play for him against the Champ but he argued because he said the this caused head ache…..But after insisting for long he agreed and now the match was between Mr Y and Champ…..

Match continued through all the tough moves and Mr. Y with almost all the solutions and Guess what our CHAMP got defeated by a unknown fellow Mr. Y….So according to the very nature of reporters , our reporter rushed to Mr. Y and asked “ Where in the world was he “ and “ How come he knew such moves “ and if he knew why dint he play at “ Global Levels” …..So here we start with what had happened to Mr. Y and how he knew such good moves…..

Early centuries when slaves do existed legally there was someone called Mr. Y stuck in the Jails….He was interrogated : kept in locked dark rooms , no access to humans as if they dint existed , a small slab under the door which served him everything rather one square meal of some bread sometimes spoiled..

For the seven days when he entered the jail he was asked questions about the gangs to which he was related and what he knew about the troops coming towards the country , their preparation , their powers , their plans but the twist is he dint utter or yell ( when forced a lot ) any word out of his still available mouth…

1st day , 2nd day till the 7th day nothing was extracted from him..8th was something called center of mass of our story .

Mr. Y was sitting out of the office of a higher official who was expected to extract something out of him ,

A white sofa , he had the glimpse now that humans were still there , while his eyes roamed around , he found something bulging out of the leather jacket of the officers coat hung on the ceiling , without knowing what was it he gone with the wind to take it and returned with the same velocity as if he had nothing and kept it silently in his pocket…A usual session of interrogation happened and result was again zero….8th day and officials powers also went in vain .

Returned back to his dark palace and with the light coming out of the slab he tried to look to it…

The book had no covers and torn old pages and black and white pages some white and black strokes , which we all know today what are…that was a book of the ancient chess moves that had rarely any solution or if it had they existed in books only and rarely champs were able to visualize them .

That day when bread was offered to him ( although that was the only thing that used to be offered , not even water ) , broke down the pieces of the bread to make a TOPOLOGY for chess moves ….wit h those moves only he started learning…all the bread offered he did not eat rather practiced with those moves .

This continued for almost 3 months….but then whenever he used to see those chess boxes he had severe headaches ..consequently he stopped playing chess…!!!!

After he was freed from his title of being slave and now encounter world slavery…..he was first lost in darkness of jail and now was the time of darkness of actual world…..His prison life got over and was freed..!!!

So among the champs and business men we found a Normal Person proud of his skills but hiding them some where……

Moral : Karna chaaho to kuch nahi aasaan…..Duniya mein kai log hain mahaan….Karte tum ho kya zindagi mein…Farak wahi padta hai meri jaan…;-)

Nikhita Kataria..!!!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011


My inspiration: A materialistic but real friendship band…

26th April, 2008: A new day in a new town Dehradun a beautiful valley in the northern regions of India but southern regions of Asia. I was exuberant; i had left my home town Chandigarh and was full of dreams of this new place. I had been an introvert child in my early schooling so had no close friends but was really happy to visit a new place and really wanted a buddy for me. We stayed in a hotel for 15 odd days.

27th April, 2008: My first day in my new C.B.S.E. school “Scholars Home”. Being a quiet child so was afraid of this new place which I heard was full of rich rebels and I was just a new player. My first seat , i was just trying to grab what was being taught although had lots of thoughts in my subconscious mind and suddenly something hit me from my back and that was a piece of paper, a used paper and I was emblazoned by this thought “ Welcome to Scholars !” .

Scholars was a FRIEND’s place, a season of friendship days in some time in august. Although I was settled in my school, while everyone was tying I was sitting alone. Namrah, a sweet Muslim exuberant girl, observed this and while her friend was pulling her away she managed to tie that shiny red thread with a brown plastic painted piece which read “Friends Forever” on my wrist. I felt as if she had tied a responsibility on me and casted some magical spell, some occult feeling. I felt her embrace as if her energy had been transferred to me; I felt the presence of a congenial company I had been searching for years. I felt valued rather she gave me some value. But all I did was staring at her and then at the thread she tied till she vanished away on those small stairs our school had on the two sides, one for girls and other for boys.

From my birth date till Today I thought I had settled in life but something strange, some unknown feeling had been given to me, I started seeing something very differently, on the ninth cloud I realised that something was LOVE for STRANGERS. We all in this world are one of our own kinds but some where we do share a bond, I had not realised this till that day. That glistening thread inspires me to have value for people all round the world.

I never realised the value of people rather I had not realised the characteristics of the most powerful weapon of this world: Human Beings.

That small thread inspired me to get along the roads I had never took and explore a world that was new for me, but was always near me. She inspired me to have a vision of my own, she made me realise that in this world i can also stand for something because when everybody was busy enjoying with their friends she gave me a chance to make one for me. I stated enjoying my days in the school because every time she said ‘HI’ she inspired me to do well and succeed. I started doing well in my studies; she changed my personality as a whole. I became an outgoing girl; she inspired me to see Mother Nature in a complete new manner. I had heard that every human has some lucky charm and she was mine I realised when she inspired and I admired.

It was her birth day party, she invited me we walked, and she showed me a tree where she used to play with her friends as a small girl. There was a sparrow serving her little kids with some flesh and teaching her children something all her little kids were listening to her and obeying her orders. That sparrow had been there for some 6 months as Namrah told me. My sparrow was she. I clearly remember her words:

“Nikki life is this which happens when we get inspiration from those who can’t speak but teach incomparable values.”

From that day to this day I feel the essence of nature. Each and every colour god has made for us. Now, the powerful weapon changed to that little sparrow. Life is beautiful we just need a vision to see it not just a sight.

She taught me two important things: Love and Life. She is now working with a NGO and I am applying the thoughts keeping in mind my responsibilities.